don't consider myself to be an unhappy person who tries to hold on to anything that makes her feel good. I'm also not someone who over thinks a situation because something in her gut doesn't feel right. I like to let people be, I like to allow for someone to need space because I need it a lot on my own so I get it.
I get it that maybe at times you just didn't have the mental space to engage with me, to keep us going, I get it that at times you are exhausted from everything that you have going on in your life. i get it that sometimes all you want to do is just lie down, play some old song on repeat and drown out everything around you. I get it. I really do.
But lately I've started to feel like what you and I have doesn't mean as much to you. Lately you're calls have become shorter and the time you take between one text and the next is stretching longer. Lately it looks like you always have something that comes up and you need to go, and somehow it feels like we don't have anything to talk about anymore.
And I'm trying to understand, I'm trying not to overthink this and I'm trying to allow you the space for you to tell me if anything is going on, but lately it feels like I'm the only one trying to hold on.
It's been two days now since I decided I wouldn't text or call you first, it's been two days since we last said goodbye, it's been two days since I've been trying to divert my mind as I sit here and read our old conversations I realise, you had stopped talking to me, you only replied.
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