I have watched him, everytime, everyday. I have watched how he tried to get my attention. No one had ever tried to catch my heart like he did. He made his world stop just to be in mine. I could tell that he sees his future with me. He deeply wanted to share his life with me. His love for me was written all over his eyes. He begged for my love, he begged for my heart to let him in. But my heart wanted something else, and neither of us could make it choose differently. It had already chosen what it wanted. Everyone was aware of his actions and plans for me, i was aware of them, my heart was aware of them too but still, it wanted what it wanted. I remember telling him that my heart has fallen for someone else. He looked deep in my eyes and said, "your heart cannot choose someone else, i am the perfect one for you, you know what, it's okay, i will give you time to be with that person, i will give you a chance to be with him and i will wait for you because i know you are mine" i looked deep in his eyes and i could feel that he meant every word. I asked myself how is it that i don't feel anything for him? How is it that my heart cannot fall for a man who has such intentions about me? Well...i sat down and asked myself what exactly is love? Does my heart even understand what love is? Do i understand what love is? Is this man pleading for my heart know what love is? Can somebody tell me what is love because i am confused. I was suppose to fall for a man who truly loves me but i am not. Yes! He truly loves me, i can see it from his actions. It's been 10 years now pleading for my love but still i can't feel anything for him. Even the man my heart chose to be with, didn't work so hard to have my love. What is love?
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